true.
Thursday, August 31, 2006
BLACK LACE AND BOXERS!
decided to pon physio today. 'cuz uh, today's weather was perfect for sleeping in. :D and well, lyn called! (: haha. rahhhh! tsk how can pon school huh!
today was just all about dota. dota dota dota! rahhh! days should be just like that. laze in bed while it pours outside, talking on the phone, dota all day. booking in tonight though. but tmr's half-day so i'm not complaining.
rsaf day is tmr and the parade's finally here. hope everything goes well, and no one screws up. then we can all book out peacefully and enjoy friday and saturday off! (and then book in on a sunday for duty. sheeesh!)
thursday was nice. because i had you with me. (:
r.a.w.r.
5:15 PM
catchme.
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
hello world! i'm out of camp again! thanks to rsaf day rehearsals. (:
men's health is like damn demoralising. all the dumb front cover models have bodies which are like impossible to build. rahhhhhhh! i wanna put on more muscle and buff up! i want my hawt bod! (which is do not have currently, contrary to what you think! hahaha!) i wanna get my ippt gold and the 200 buckaroos along with it!
rsaf day's finally here. i can't decide whether it's a good or bad thing. there'd be no more rehearsals, no more standing in the sun for hours in long pants/sleeves/gloves/2layersofsocks, no more 'eh sergeant, stop fidgeting! !%#$', no more drawing of wrong weapon for drills. -_-" but but but, that means no more half-days for rehearsals, no more off-days during spare dates, no more 'eh you're on duty ah? i'm booking out now leh! :D'. sighhhh. probably a bad thing.
i want 28th september free. please let me be off.
last stretch of off-days before shift cycle starts. definitely gonna enjoy this.
oh oh and, cm-vs combo is the wicked sick!! :D
play another slow jam.
for my baby and me.
r.a.w.r.
9:05 PM
shush.
Monday, August 28, 2006
hello hello! it still hasn't sunk it yet, but but 27th august is clearly a date worth remembering. (: and and, it's ONE month and ONE day before 28th september. hahaha! (:
had my first full-dress rehearsal today, and that meant wearing my number1s for the very first time. and 30 minutes before leaving i realised that my sleeves had obscene straight iron lines that were super obvious. i had to desperately borrow an iron to iron 'em away. sheesh, lucky fish had an iron.
it feels damn good to be wearing number1s and damn good to be wearing the spec rank! :D :D
(minus the stifling heat and the restricting feeling around your neck)
dropped by town to meet mum for lunch at sakae. and you know what! i said sakae for lunch, but someone heard satay! hahahaha! :D yeah i'm definitely going to town for satay. (: so cute lah. was laughing my head off.
our rsm informed us today that charlie would not get off-days for rehearsals from now, since the higher echleons of FDS think that we're already getting too much off. baloney! so duty on tuesdays and probably off on thursday, if spare rehearsals aren't activated. that means less time with phunk. ): that's bad news.
oh oh and before i forget, i'm like obsessed with a guy! (hahaha! this isn't what it sounds like!) SHAYNE WARD. gosh he has the nicest vocals i've heard in a long long time. he has unbelievable vocal range. boy oh boy, what would i give to be able to croon like that! and he's not bad looking! LOL. i can like serenade my girlfriend with songs like stand by me, back at one yada yada.
shift cycles comes full-fledged after this friday. ): ):
won't 28th september come soon?
r.a.w.r.
11:23 PM
found.
Sunday, August 27, 2006
ohmygawd.
i've finally found what i've been looking for. ((:
oh joy!
8:15 PM
shag.
heyyy how come no one commented on the song? such a beautiful song and video la. pfftttt!
i just had my first 24-hour duty, and boyyy was it.. slack! HAHAHA! desk spec was just learning bouts all the stuff and majority of time was just spent lazing in the scc with my ipod and my hp. hehhhh. :D
full dress rehearsal tmr, will be wearing mahh number 1s for the first time! wheee! boy oh boy someone's gonne be excited! :D erb.
one-shag-one.
left-right-left.
my life is boringggg. i want my weekends. i haven't been to town for like ages. sheeesh. i probably forgot how to walk to wisma from orchard mrt already. HAHA. okay no i'm kidding. whoaa i can't remember the last time i did up my hair!
wheee i'm so happpy to be home and online and and.. lynning again! (:
r.a.w.r.
2:19 PM
promises.
Thursday, August 24, 2006
my current favourite song. enjoy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8T3RFb58hg
i had something i wanted to blog about. but i forgot. argh.
okays anyways, i passed my final theory!! walao it's so easy, i could do it with my eyes closed. i mean, who would fail this man! sheeesh.
i've been getting so little sleep recently. and who's fault is it huh huh huh!
ok officially my shift cycle hasn't started but we're doing duty already. just in case the other platoons make noise. so i've been burning weekends, especially saturdays. ): been booking out on weekdays though. with absolutely nothing to do except dota and.... well, lynning. (: shhh.
i dunno whether to hate drills or love 'em. it's bloody shaggggg but at least it beats duty. but then again, duty at super gate is just stoning at the counter in air-conditioning. zzz. the shift cycle really sucks, but then again, i really do not have to right to complain. people like dax have to endure the full-fledged cycle, standing gate for up to 9 hours. geeez, i wouldn't survive that.
i hope i get super gate more. can talk to leftanent vivian! :D
r.a.w.r.
6:13 PM
lethargy.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
my head hurts. when i lie down to sleep, when i sit upright to look at the com, when i laze on the couch to watch telly. i've no idea what's causing the pain, and i've no idea how to make it stop. it sucks being sick. really. 3 days of att c is no consolation.
bahh, i've gotta cut my hair this weekend. well, actually i could smoke through, but i might be cutting things a lil too close. hehh.
and and know what, i've rediscovered my love for cherries! :D
everything is f-ed up, straight from the heart.
tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart.
r.a.w.r.
11:04 AM
hawt.
Thursday, August 17, 2006
★`mah bimbo. says:
38.8 degreees lehhh
yawn. says:
goodness
yawn. says:
aloy!
yawn. says:
u're hot!
yawn. says:
hahahhaha
★`mah bimbo. says:
erb
yeah i'm hawwt. lol. 38.8 degrees celcius to be exact. but wheee 3 days att c.
it sucks to be sick.
r.a.w.r.
11:47 PM
tears.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
"I'm trying to cry but I'm immune. when I do, I release. I release like frustration and sadness and everything, and like I seriously cry maybe once or twice a year and like a tinkle for things that really rock my world.
I once watched a news clip about literacy and children in Canada. The newsreporter asked this little girl what kind of stories she prefered, and she replied that she liked sad ones. When asked why, she answered because they made her cry."
1:51 AM
truly.
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong
I will be faithful
'Cause I'm counting on
A new beginning,
A reason for living,
A deeper meaning.
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish, send it to heaven,
Then make you want to cry.
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection
Of the highest powers.
In lonely hours
The tears devour you.
1:46 AM
conclude.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
this is my last bookout before my shift cycle starts. so i'ma take this weekend, and do something nice to lemme remember what normal weekends feel like. sigh. such a sad and miserable life? HAHA. emo emo.
right anyways this week was bloody slack. not that i'm complaining. :D the only thing worth blogging about was drawing my uniform on friday afternoon. wheee! number ones! (: and even better we went to paya lebar to draw it and i booked out straight from there! hahaha. ((: the bad thing is, since we have our uniforms already, rehearsals start on monday. -_- geez.
sigh. osh and kailun both got 8-5. STUPID OSH even has one at paya lebar. -_- what good life. idiots.
planetshakers today. it's the last on my list of good things to come. lol.
WELCOME TO CHARLIE.
★ `APPLE! i think i dreamt you into life.
r.a.w.r.
4:21 PM
jeez.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
what kind of impression is the army trying to send out anyway? in bmt, there's so much emphasis on the cultivation of comaraderie among soldiers. section, platoon integrity. and bond we did. bmt, sispec, and now fds. all my section-mates became close after 10 weeks of enduring shit together and we had plenty of fun. but then what happens after the course? the f***ing system splits us all up. shipping each and everyone one of us to different corners of the island.
i mean, i wouldn't be complaining if the posting was practical. but it doesn't make sense! the one that lives in tanah merah stays at tengah while the nearer ones gets shipped off. the supposedly better ones get posted out instead of staying. i mean, wth la, osh is top ten. and he still leaves for paya lebar on thursday.
what kinda double standards are these?
there's so much politicking in tab that there's enough gossip to trump the bloody american elections. so much for infantry leader specialists. we're just the hapless chaps caught in between power struggles and personal vendettas of the higher echeleons of authority.
let ord come faster, god.
r.a.w.r.
3:33 AM
geez.
i bloody hate the airforce manpower department.
we got our posting orders on monday and guess what? 7 outta 9 of my section-mates are f***ing posting out. only me and dax are left, me in charlie and he in delta. sheesh man. osh go sent to ctab, kailun to chompang, ian to fss blah blah.
just when i thought army life was getting less monotonous. and greeaat.. amd has to ship all my close friends away. so they won't be here, and i'll be stuck here till november next year. well done amd.
thanks for making me depressed for the whole of monday.
balls to you. bitch.
r.a.w.r.
3:28 AM
army.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
rawwrr!
i hate the location of my camp. seriously sucks major shit. i need 1 hour and 30 minutes to get there from my house, assuming no congestion. and for the past 2 weeks that we were allowed to book in on monday mornings instead of sunday nights. so poor me had to book in on sunday night still 'cuz i have no frickin' way to get there in the morning.
sigh. this is one of those sunday nights. but i'ma book in tmr. waking up at 5, pray that i won't be late.
the theme song for tokyo drift is sooo cute! hahha.
i wonder if you know, how they live in tokyo..
anyways i got myself another piercing on my right ear. shucks this is getting addictive. haha. but then my dad still doesn't know and he'll probably give me another earful. ahh been feeling pretty bad about it, but no harm done i guess. well... no permanent harm.
i hope the dumb rsm won't spot it.
r.a.w.r.
10:41 PM
finally.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
i finally found what i've been looking for
and now you know i'm gonna love you more
hold me tight 'cause it's always been you
to think that you were always there
to be my friend and wipe away my tears
now it's clear that it's always been you
it's always been you
finally found - honeyz.
r.a.w.r.
12:04 PM
speeed.
oh.my.gosh.
tokyo drift is like how coooool!
pretty babes, even prettier cars. ahhh one of the best shows of the entire year. really. awww the female lead's so hot, so cuteee! :D and shaun's southern drawl is wayyy cool!
sigh. shows like this makes me wanna drive. but clearly failing my final theory is a step backwards from getting my license.
anyhows, i've been thinking. now that i'm earning my own pay in the army, i'm probably never ever gonna ask for pocket money from my parents ever again. no way. but but.. after army, in university, how in the world am i gonna find cash to use? even if i work, it'll only be possible during holidays, so how am i gonna afford my spending during the school term? sheeesh. no way im asking for pocket money.
r.a.w.r.
2:47 AM
gosh.
Thursday, August 03, 2006
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
I FAILED MY FINAL THEORY!
i knew i should have studied.
pffffffffffffffffttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!
r.a.w.r.
5:36 PM
why.
sheesh.
at this rate i'll never get my driving license. bloody earliest test date is next jan. pffftt!
you don't know me
you don't even care.
i think i'm going to boston.
xoxo
11:16 AM
poc.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
poc!! (:
anyways, poc means 'passing out ceremony'. yups, i'm a commander now. 3SG, air force infantry specialist. wheeee! but today's ceremony kinda lost much of its euphoria. yet another separation for yet another of my platoon. i hope not too many people's gonna post out. stick together till ord yeah?
and i've pretty much landed myself in a shithole. see, i've been chosen for charlie platoon (which is the air force guard-of-honour platoon btw). that means i've to do shift cycles, working 3 days and resting for one. irregardless of public holidays and weekends. so i'll probably have no life until ord. the only compensating factor's probably the GOH duties. HA, ben! i get my tailor-made number 1s too! gee i might even get to speak to the president at next year's ndp.
rawwr! final theory for driving is tmr and i still don't even have the book to study. lol. i'm so dead. how am i gonna get my license by the end of this year...?
ooh ooh! saw dii today. met her a parkway while going to east coast for happy hour. heh. kinda shocked each other. what a coincidence. (: greeeen baggg.
xoxo
11:24 PM
