refresh.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
me and lyn have been fighting quite abit more than usual these few days. it's most probably 'cuz of my new schedule, resulting in crappy moods from both sides. tempers flaring and all. but but the best thing is, we both realised this and we've sat down and talked and talked and now my love for my baby pig is now stronger than before. ((:
tanpighwei! i'm sorry if i've made you mad, made you sad over these few weeks. i know i can be a jerk. but i hope you know, i'll never deliberately hurt you. i love you too damn much for that, and you mean too damn much to me. i'll always be here for you, no matter what.
finished up all my christmas shopping with lyn todayyy!! yayyyness! :D all accomplished in less than a day. I AM MORE EFFICIENT THAN MY MUM. got a pink! topman tie for my dad, belgian chocolates for my mum, nothing for my brother.
OH SHIT! i forgot my aunt's!!!! nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! ):
anyways i dunno why lyn was so horrified by the tie i chose for my dad. it's nice lor! pink flowery patterns. something i might wear to work. hahaha!
i'm talking to mah babe on msn now. we're both in a very happy happy mood. we're talking like when we just started dating. :D hahaha! it's been awhile, and i'm really glad. you're the best girlfriend i ever had! ERB. :D
whyyy is stupid pvp downnn?! on a saturday night! booooo! RAWWWR!
11:34 PM
crash.
Friday, December 15, 2006
you know what you know what?
whenever lyn is down or in a crabby mood, just give her eggs to cheer her up!! :D for example, yakun soft-boiled eggs, sunsine eggs at grill parlours etc etc. works like a charm. hahaha!
how you ever felt, sometimes, like giving up on something because the people you are working with are totally incompetent? well in my case, it's my superiors. they aren't totally incompetent per se. make that hopelessly inefficient. first, they can't make up their minds on an issue. second, they make conflicting decisions. third, and the worst, they push all the blame to us underlings.
remember when we were all trainees and we thought we were the lowest lifeforms in the saf? nothing much has changed. except that now i'm a 3SG. because of some cock-ups by the higher-ups, we do extra work, and in the end, shoulder extra blame.
sighhh. 3SGs are underpaid and overworked. ):
9:42 PM
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
i do.
11:27 AM
tears.
Thursday, December 07, 2006
sometimes i really feel like just letting you be. because i know anything that i say isn't gonna help at all. and i get affected too. i'd become moody and starting on anti-depressant again. maybe i'm addicted to the hurt, because sometimes i want to feel that way. anti-depressant does that. but how can i walk away from you? you need me. and that's why i wanna stay here with you. even though i can't help much, but i'll be here to listen. i'll be here to give you that hug and kiss, to tell you everything's gonna be okay soon. i'll always be here for you, just so you know. you're my world.
please trust me.
12:28 PM
regular.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
my pig's phone battery just died. again! pfffttt! charge your phoneeee!
anywayyyyyy life's sucha bore. in camp, that is. routine things over and over, but but, we've shifted our bunks! so from a crummy and dirty bunk (a freaking rat jumped on me while i was sleeping!) to a new and improved one! we managed to fashion a couch, salvage lotsa stuff. planning to bring in a mini-bar, tv, ps2, dvd player, stand-fans etc etc. muahaha! tengah resort...
anyways, i love just lying down beside lyn and spend time just talking to her. baby you're beautiful and i want you for life. (:
bleach is damn nice! i'm hooked on bleach! i'm at episode 29 now, hahahaa! at least i can watch 5 eps at a go, not like all you people, waiting for an episode each week. :D i think ishida is damn cool!
and bejewled2 is very addictive. -.-
NO MORE MOVES!
i'm on leave for the next 2 days! so i'm lyn's runaway pig again for this cycle! hahaha! (: happy happy! this better be good 'cuz poor me's spending christmas, new year, chinese new year in camp.
payyyyydayyyyyyy in 2 dayyyyyys!! :D
i could see us holding hands,
walking on the beach,
our toes in the sand.
i could see us on the countryside,
sitting on the grass,
laying side by side.
2:51 AM
