stay.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
muahaha, my baby and me spent 60 bucks on a huge feast at billy bombers last night. it was a fantastic meal and i bet lyn feels very guilty now. eat so much, so sinful! hahaha! :D nevermind lahhh, just go running 'bout 5 more times can already! lmao. well, it was a fun evening, and moments like these are the things i want more in my life.
aye it's five months already!! :D
happy five months you pig! i love you, although you're such a pig. many many much much for long long time! (:
speaking of months, ORD's in like less than 9 months! :D actually time flies pretty fast once i got outta SISPEC. life as a ranking commander is just so different from life as a lowly trainee. i can't wait to get outta army, 'cuz there're so many things i'm looking forward to. spending more time with lyn, keeping my hair long and colouring it, finding a job that pays more than the measly RSAF, dota more, more dota, visit the zoo (lol!) etc etc...
gosh can't wait!
wake me up when september ends! (:
10:20 AM
liberate.
Saturday, January 27, 2007
why can't you just understand that i still need my freedom? i'm bloody twenty this year, so why can't you let me do just what i want? and it's just two damned days a week that i can do so. every single time i come home i get this shit from you. it's just circular logic over and over again. so what if you mean well? have you thought of how i felt? you haven't considered how i feel 'bout things from the other aspects of my life have you? if i have to hear this when i'm in a foul mood, you're just worsening things aren't you? stop giving my fixed bedtimes, wake-up times, and telling me that i'm screwing up my own life. it's my life. let me decide how i live it. if i crash and burn... it's my fault.
you just gotta let go.
3:04 PM
burning.
at times like these, i wish the whole world would just go away and let me be.
'cept lyn.
3:03 PM
affection.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
fairlyn tan.
no matter how difficult it can get.
no matter how much i hurt.
no matter how much i hurt you.
no matter.
i'll never give this up.
because,
i love you so.
11:07 PM
precious.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
i don't wanna go back to campppp! )):
thanks to training branch, i've had these 4 days of break, and i'm lovin' each and every moment of it. these few days have been fantastic, i've managed to spend lotsa time with lyn, catch up with my pals, play alot of dota, and watched 2 movies.
oh oh, i spent new year's at lyn's crib! :D
i know we've been fighting more the past 2 weeks, but i can see we're settling down, we're both giving way now, and i'm loving her more and more. (: it's the little stuff that she does for me, that makes me so happy some times. i just read her blog, and and it's kinda touching. hehhh! :D i'm sorry i made you angryy in the first place, but i'm glad you like the flower! (: i'll always be here to mwuah you and give you flowers kay! hahaha!
i've gotta go to camp tmr!! but but at least it's only for 3 days, so it ain't so bad. baby you pig! don't be sad kay, i saw tears when i left just now. i'll be out soon kay! (:
i like pugna! :D
baby i'm sorry i can't stay up and talk to you the whole night again, i gotta work tmr. it's not that i don't want to, but i just need the rest lah. be goood kay! boyfriend's coming out on friday!
i want my camera phone back, so that i can take more pics and then post 'em up here! booo! i can't wait for ORD. then i don't have to leave lyn for an entire week. then i can use camera phones, maybe get my n95! :D hahaha. i bought jay's album too! listening to it now, sounds not bad. hehhh. i bought the parallel imported one, cost me bout 9 bucks. hmm i wonder if that's illegal.
baby pig! i'm off to sleep already kay. you're on the phone, but i'm still thinking of you, and i'll be missing you tmr, thursday and friday, till i see you again. don't frown and smile more! i love you darling. (:
muacks!
1:11 AM
