&; they say that somethings
can never be understood and so
it's what we have that the world
can never understand
theabouts:
aloysius ang
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grace.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
hi hi, due to my girlfriend's incessant nagging for me to update my blog, i'm finally back! :D
and what better way to start blogging again, than to announce one of God's miracle. (: you know what's that miracle?
aloysius is now a qualified driver. :D
yeehawww! i had a really bad case of nerves before the test, thanks to the disastrous pre-test practice circuit run. and no thanks to my overly-vocal and negative instructor. after the practice, before the test, i was pretty sure, 90% sure i was going to fail.
so i just sat in the waiting room, and talked to God. i asked Him if He would give me his blessings and favour for this test, although i know and He knows that i've been sliding away from Him. i prayed for extra vigilance, peace of mind to clear this test. i prayed the hardest i did in months.
after the test, while going to the debrief room with my tester, i was 95% sure i would fail. while i didn't get any immediate failures, i felt that my movement was sloppy, and my control just wasn't there. but voila!
'okay you passed.' it was like the first thing he said after i sat down. i just sat there and stared back with my mouth gaping. lol. 8 points, for requesting reverse twice. and that was all. as you can see, nothing short of one of God's miracle. even before the test, my instructor told me that mr lim was one of the most lenient testers, one of the best for tests. and what do you know, i got mr lim in the ballot, and i got route 8, which, my instructor informed me, was the easiest test route.
nothing short of God's grace. thank you Lord. (:
and there is a certain someone i gotta thank too. my girlfriend the pig.
baby i'm sorry for getting upset last night. maybe i really haven't been putting enough effort into this, although i thought i have. it's true, i keep asking you to put yourself in my shoes and think about my position. but then again, how many times have i tried to think about the situation from your position? i guess it's nobody's fault, i don't need 'sorry' from you. you are doing exactly what i'd have wanted you to do, sharing everything with me.
i know you probably don't want to talk to me right now after all that has happened last night. but i'm still gonna tell you that i'll be praying for you to pass. and perhaps also to tell you that i still wanna make it work out and spend forever with you. good luck and drive well darlin. love, girlfriend.
you won't know how much this meant to me. i wanted to call you the moment i read it, but it was like 4am. thanks for your prayers. thanks for your blessings. this is for you. don't think that i wrote this, just 'cuz i'm happy i passed my driving. i composed this in my mind at 4am in the morning.
please know, that no matter what, i'll be there to hold your hand, to hug you and keep you safe. because i love you. and it's as simple as that. (:
iloveyou.
love, boyfriend.

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