★:superlover

now, rejoice.

Friday, July 27, 2007

hello darl, it's been 11 months, one shy of a year. awfully long isn't it? i can't wait to spend many many more anniversaries with you. (: girlfriend. <3

kyla's here to stay. :D hello small girl! she's like a small furball with legs. scurrying around the whole house sniffing here sniffing there. she can be super mischievious though, she absolutely loves to bully (aka bite) my younger brother. but little kyla has a strong doggy smell. :/ can't wait to bathe her again. hahaha.

girlfriend's been over quite alot lately, and that's a good thing! (: she isn't exactly on talking terms with her mummy. having some cold war that isn't exactly a cold war 'cuz they aren't mad at each other for anything. erbs. confusing ain't it? but baby don't worry kay, boyfriend's here for you! i'll be here to hold your hand. <3 however i haven't been over much for dinner lately. today's yet another milestone for me and her. i'm glad i have you with me.

thanks for putting up with all my shit. you're my sunshine. (:
i love you.

3:30 AM

where your love has always been enough for me.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

kyla is coming homeee! :D

i'm twenty this year and i guess it's about time for me to make my own decisions about my life, my finances independent of my parents. honestly, i've not made many decisions which blatantly contradicts my parents' wishes. truth to be told, i can't even remember the last time that happened. i don't know if that's the result of me being spoilt, my parents getting me most of the stuff i want; or that my parents aren't unreasonable people, and try greatly to give me and my brother our needs/wants. probably a mixture of both.

it hurts too when i get the cold shoulder from my mum and dad for bringing the pup home. it really does, don't think that i don't care. i'm kinda past the 'rebellious teenager' phase, i no longer feed on my parents' ire. i really wished that they would welcome and accept my decision. sighh.

my parents aside, i'm pretty worried about kyla too. whether she'd get used to my place (my room to be exact), whether she'll be okay during the days when i'll be in camp. i really really hope this'll work out.

ahh kyla's so adorable! i can't wait to have her scuttling around in my room, and once she's properly toilet-trained, cuddle with me in my bed. (:

i hope kyla'll like me. (:

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anyways, i've been off for the past 2 days and will be for the next 2! :D luckily wed's rehearsal's cancelled. i'm just bumming around, enjoying this rare and prolonged break. ndp's gonna be over soon, less than a month to go. this month's schedule's been pretty kind to me, hopefully, so will next month's! let me spend more time with puppy!

and and looks like i gotta start looking for work earlier than expected. blew close to 1.5k on lil kyla. i've to make use of the break after army to earn back that and enough for uni expenses. life's a bitch without enough cash to spend. lmao.

okays i'm off to call my dear now, the other love of my life. nights! (:

2:12 AM

love me jaded.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

i'm so tired, physically and emotionally.

and it always sounds like i'm the bad guy.

12:36 AM