words left unspoken.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
i've been trying so damn hard, i've been giving so damn much. everything. but still, it just isn't enough.
1:49 AM
like the waves clapping against the shore.
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
this can't be happening.
NDP is less than 2 days ago and i've got a fever?
8:15 PM
late night serenade.
Sunday, August 05, 2007
baby's sleeping over. :D :D :D
work at sticky rice's pretty tough on her considering she's schooling and all. take care and rest well hun, don't be too tired when i book out. (:
i think i'm dotaing too much for my own good. lmaooo. kyla's such a little devil. stopping snapping at me already will you! hahaha. she's only well-behaved when 1) she' sleepy 2) i'm feeding her. puppy stay this size forever okay! such a huggable size. :D
waking up at 7.30 to book in. i'm sick. my head hurts. ):
goodnight.
3:22 AM
solace.
Friday, August 03, 2007
it's just magical how puppies can tell when you're sad. (:
2:01 AM
slowly, spinning redemption.
who i've been hates who i am.
i've changed.
you know i never had a problem controlling my temper. people who know me can vouch - i rarely got mad. i could take a whole load of teasing, insulting, goading without snapping.
things aren't quite the same now. i blow up over trivial matters, have horrendous mood swings, and worst, i take out all my pent-up frustrations on the world around me.
and it's affecting me. i never wanted that to happen. everytime, i regret losing my cool, giving shit to lyn, even my closest friends. and it's such insignificant issues that prompt such a fiery reaction from me. i never had a problem with anger management, but clearly, things don't ever stay the same. do they?
you never used to be like that, you know?
you won't believe how much that hurt. i don't want this to jeopardize us. believe me, i'm trying. it isn't easy, fighting against myself. i never meant to make you this sad.
i'm trying. i pray that it'd be enough.
because you mean too much to me.
1:40 AM
never taste so good.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
i miss vjc. ):
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Y224SK3DyYw&mode=related&search=
7:30 PM
